Thursday, May 6, 2021
Mary Middleton is my Nana. She has been gone for 1yr and 11days. Today is her 76th birthday and she is spending it in Heaven. I miss her more everyday, the loss of her is a hole in my heart nothing will ever fill. Its rare to have a person love you in a truly unconditional manner, but i got that with my Nana, and she got that with me. I was blessed in so many ways the last few weeks of her time here with us to get moments I wont ever get back. Closure and comfort from here most are not fortunate enough to get from their loved one. But I did. She and My Grandfather raised me, they were for all purposes and obstacles my parents. I was beyond blessed that even after raising their children they decided to take me on. If they hadn't I do not know where I would be or what type of person I would have become. My children were blessed to have a grandmother who loved them beyond reason. They were the absolute joy of her life, especially my oldest. Ty was her favorite even though she would argue and tell you he wasn't. to any of us that spent time around the two we knew the truth. He was. Her presence could fill up a room. Her laugh was infectious and her bad moods were legendary. I have never seen a person so good at the silent treatment, and I hope I never do again lol. I was and still am a Nanas Girl. She followed me from Ball field to Ball field and School function to school function without a complaint. She told me when i was wrong and I have never had as fierce a defender when I was right. I would do almost anything for 10min, 5 min, 2min, or just a hug from her one more time. So as mothers day approaches hug your Mothers extra tight and thank God you still have time with them. Krystal